Well 2010 was....

First of all, let me thank God and all the blessings that he gave my loved ones and me this year. Secondly, there obviously was the good, and the bad. But let's speak about the good shall we? I let go of something that was damaging something beautiful I had. And even though the past is always remembered, I can now gladly say "that was so last year" haha! Well, I was also blessed with a healthy nephew, Noah Garcia, whom I adore with all my heart and I welcomed to this world with smiles and hugs. I can't forget the birth of my baby cousin Jasmine Garcia as well. Ooh babies are too adorable. Well, I'm a senior now! YAY! Since September, I have studied my ass off and I plan to keep going if I'll be graduating with high honors this 2011. I can say my actions in 2010 have influenced my plans in 2011, not to call them "new year's resolutions," but since there is always room for improvement, I will make some changes. For example, procrastination. One of my worst habits, and all it has gotten me are all-nighters and sleepy mornings the next day. Not to mention the low test scores, but that is on another note. Man this might get long, but readers, you can stop here. I'm going to keep going simply because I love writing. Another thing I need to work on is my niceness. I get really impatient and then I go off on people without considering their feelings or thoughts. It gets worse with people who annoy me the most. But since I am realizing what needs work on, my attitude and consideration need work on and I will improve it. Hopefully. Speaking of realizations, since 2011 is my graduating year, I have thought of so many things that await me. College. New people, new environment, new mindset! It is overwhelming and down-right frightening. I feel I'm not ready to let go yet, but when would I be? I doubt I will ever expect what is yet to come. So right now, my emotions are mixed and cannot be described. I won't bother naming all and explaining why. All I can say is that I'm 17 now, and this is it. All I can do is prepare myself for the real life and accept it's realities. These are the last 30 minutes of 2010 and I have spent them writing my feeling. Just as I've done this whole year. If it weren't for writing, I don't know how else I would have let the world know how I feel and what has made me feel this way. Ha! The world! No one has ever read my writing, yet I feel I expressed myself more than I would have if I shouted it to the world! Overall, I thank God for all that has happened in 2010, no matter how harsh or difficult some conditions may have been, I have survived and I ask for nothing else but blessings and health for my loved ones and myself in 2011. HAPPY NEW YEARS!!